Published in Overland Issue 206 Autumn 2012 · Uncategorized rock candy Joel Ephraims I once a bird flew in a blue moon . shell shocked she cuts across a lawn towards me and my Pulsar parked by the curb . balloons tied to the letter box to mark a party (not yours) . Pluto, I must explain, has left its atom collider hallway and moved in next door . It will be fun . like living in a ball pit with just one ball . through the horoscope window I watched it roll . baby it’s time we got a move on . Subway for feed cover her with my chequered shirt and she crunches ice berg lettuce while set designers were wolf behind full stops . . . under the exit sign . it’s late lets go . the port – spinning tides, through lavender shoots I chart her freckles mascara’d constellations . when the forest turned away its Tunguska slapped cheek a butterfly was clipped the dark parts of its wings . See that ? over there ? it’s a bower bird that hovers in you . why hide behind fridge magnets, why paint your nails comet tail blue ? the speedometer hangs a half clock never hung on a wall crammed with seconds when I floor it . zodiacs zigzag . straight as the crow flies, phantoming the effects of speed . night clubbing . dove tailed drunk . rock and roll . II hand in hand across the courtyard . having a girlfriend is like having a basketful of lemons, glances, and lavender curls . the green notes slip through my fingers like fish, around us the sound of the market crash . she licks her gums as her toffee apple melts smiles revealing pebbles and core . in wall street sit ins against capitalism, all the doors jammed and her umbrella folded as the dollar falls . sun flowers grow beach front to breath taking views and a lettuce crumbles under a farmers blue print . she lies in my lap while I pick the locks in her hair . i gets two skips she gets three and we toffee skate home, appleless . III a blonde bomb shell found mostly in the rain . plummeting the clock held still in a cloud, fuse damp by her dresser . hair clips, Cosmo magazines, Xanax – outside hail . I throw clock bombs, keeping time, over her garden wall . meteors shower with sheep . galaxies try lip stick on for size in her mirror faintly . Uruzgan automatic fire no ones asleep . we hold minute hands under her electric blanket . I try to hide my hard on, we shouldn’t be so hard on ourselves . Jupiter sizzles in a storm drain always watchful we watch rain through conch shells – I wonder what makes you tick . IV she parked by a lake . locked the wheel with a chrome arm and the window with her own . popped through bubble wrap . sky blacking out in the windscreen . tiny comets trailed from her finger tips to the eclipse of her lips . in Tupperware dreams mermaids said burned clouds must move away from the bay this Saturday . it was just a pipe dream (hold your breath Apollo) . a body wrapped in table cloth, road maps, a summer dress turns slowly on its axis . alligator clips spark in the rear views’ tilt where a child catches rolexed fish, dressing gowns, diamonds from a super nova in a butterfly net . planets and stars dance like confetti . Saturn hoola’s its ice hoops while being a ball . her last thought being that she never had one . do they play monopoly in heaven ? V this week Pluto hangs out with star fish . I hold my palms against the crystal curve . her future clear working border security at Sydney Air Port, leafing through x rays of luggage, confiscating fireworks while I press calderas’ softly down in snow globes . once in bed we thrashed about and knocked over a lava lamp . this month we drive we drive we drive . Pluto will get cosy under a smoke alarm . we will play Uno and your eyes will turn to me as doubles of a Trouble games dice pop orb looking back at me like it’s my turn to roll . to roll what ? snow balls and we fight with them in the attic . I never want to be standing out in a rattled snow looking in at you, you looking out at me through : balloon smoke volcanic avalanche powdered up days iced strings Perisher Blue . Joel Ephraims Joel Ephraims lives on the south-east coast of NSW. 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