A painting I used to like a lot once & thought about
                 I haven’t thought about
                 for some time.  It showed
                 Walter Benjamin at a table in Paris.
The artist’s name I can’t recall.  Not Patrick.  Not Paul?  Because,

the name that occurs to me is Patrick Caulfield—
                 also minor—(much less 
                 varied—less ambitious,
                 you might almost say).
This guy was South African, came to England, then

went to America—had some Jewish themes, painted
                 even, a figure or two like
                 Chagall.  His colour
                 too sweet too often.  Not
‘Peter’—what artist is called Peter (Peter

Paul Rubens, Peter Blake … no-one I like).
                 It strikes me,
                 ‘He'd be right for Tranter’
                 this artist—whose name 
in a minute will come.  ‘Memes’, a concept

that must have explained so much—or licensed it—
                 for Tranter—who liked
                 the elements, all, to be
                 familiar—endorsed
by use, real because pre-existent.  His talent

calling them up, in irresistible sequences: the
                 hungry wives, the fizzy drinks,
                 the smell of petrol, of meat—of
                 meat, of course, ‘sizzling’—the colours of makeup,
of sunglasses, cocktails.   Cynicism,  affectlessness,  appetites—

he liked all that.  Realism rather than reality—but
                 who’s going to argue?  I mean, ‘argue that’.   (Now,
                 ‘Actors’ actors’—what about
                 them?  With a friend 
I’d laugh: the duds—somehow, somewhere—thus dubbed.  George 

Peppard. Richard Basehart.  And a name I forget!
                Admittedly, Ben Gazzara
                 finally became useful—
                long after Cassavetes had passed &
gone to heaven—useful older, playing old, annoying

stooges.  Maybe he could play me? tho I am surely
                 differently irritating.)
                 Tranter ‘could really write’, that’s
                 the thing.  Think: Fabulous Recreations
of Bad Film—so not Mouchette, but

Picnic.  He liked the grammar? the screen syntax? the inevitable
                 ordering of the known elements
                 we saw & acknowledged quietly
                 as awful—and banal, and, on 
those grounds, Undeniable.  (?)   Was this ‘scathing insight’, was it satire?

It was ‘adult’.  (So, ‘memes’.)   The phrase ‘urban myth’, tho it
                 arrived as a cliché—
                 with a clunk, use-value nil,
                 work done—
claimed him: Urban Myths—his new & selected.  What was

that artist’s name now? whom-I-like tho-he’s-
                 limited??  (Where Caulfield
                 is all limitations—but better,
                 & I like him more, Caulfield—a technician.)
He retired somewhere weird, I think—walked every day half a mile

for a Starbucks, read the paper, walked
                 home again—to the studio.  Worked.
                 (Ben Gazzara as me again?)  (His
                 name, I remember—(the artist’s)—always raised
the problem of how to say it—which I’d

mastered.  ‘Established’ it.  When I remember it
                 I’ll say it.
                 (The minor triumph
                 or satisfaction, of pronouncing 
Rooshay for Ruscha—Skyler for Schuyler … whom I’d called

Shyler for a while—& then Shooler for still longer.)
                 (The poems survived.)
                 ‘NIGHT THOUGHTS’.
                 What else 
have I been worrying at?  Like a Guston character—

awake, staring down the barrel, thinking
                 am I going to end my
                 days critiquing Tranter?
                 He’s dead, he’s gone.  
Better tho, than making enemies among the young.  Like

John, one wants to be loved.   ‘The Autumn of Central Paris’
                 is the painting’s 
                 title.  Benjamin sits
                 surrounded by others, 
at La Coupole or Les Deux Magots.  We

know those zinc tables.  Tranter would have.  And
                 R. B. Kitaj, the artist
                 would have known them too—long
                 before he got to know Starbucks.
(Not a name, an initial — ‘R’.  I would never have got there

saying Paul, Peter, Rhys or whatever.)  I’d remembered the red in it.  
                 It is an exhilaratingly
                 intelligent painting
                 a feeling of 
‘work done’, in the compression of imagery & information—that says

spies, fear, forces of Left & Right—the foreigners
                 —like Benjamin, who’d seen it
                 before—calculating,
                 taking the air, thinking ‘Paris’—
must get out soon.  So much meaner than the Europe

Apollinaire mourned: shells sailing overhead—rain, cloud
                 —the ‘Old’ World represented
                 in the form of the Pope. 
                 (Not totalitarianism, not much
‘Ideology’.)   So.  I liked it—the Paris painting—

& took an interest in ‘Kitarge’ (pronounced
                 Kit-eye), that lapsed, tho I
                 liked his landscapes—of
                 Israel, Palestine).  An artist who thought a lot.
(These are not ‘worries’.  I seem now, to be writing-for-fun.)  ‘Up late’,
                                         as is said. As

I have said, often enough—my famous ‘small mind’
                 given to repetition—calling
                 round the old sites,
                 checking for rust, broken pipes;
the papers the newsboy throws—that have built up

there by the tap; the leaking hose, its trail of green
                 where it feeds moss.  But there
                 is no moss, no tap.  (I sit in bed
                 writing this, seeing if I’ll
think things I haven’t thought before—or not quite

as I’ve thought them.  I had a list.  The third &
                 final item a line of names 
                 that ended with a blank—a
                 space for the name of Crab’s 
favourite actors’ actor.  I began the poem.)  Time

would supply it, the name.  And might.  It hasn’t yet.
                 I did think, “A film—they could
                 feature in.   … Sci-fi?”
                 But they could not enhance
ANY movie.  Why are women never considered actors’ actors?  

They can all act nowadays—might be the answer.  
                 Some I find 
                 irritating, but they can 
                 do the job, generally.  Who
were the famous actresses ‘of yesterday’ who couldn’t?  

Susan Hayward, Jane Russell, others I suppose, and
                 who cares?  My friend,
                 terminally ill: there is
                 that to think about—tho I have
put it off for as long as possible  … so long foreshadowed.

‘Ends’.  Like Tranter’s.  My own, … that can’t be
                 far off.  Well, it can:
                 but is it?  The Great Night
                 Worrier.  Guston might be the
poster boy or talisman—that lonely worried head

a pillow behind—the round cheeks, the round eye
                 focused on the ceiling,
                 lost to its thoughts.  (Is it
                 smoking? as well?  Maybe.)  
‘Martial Memories’—he came full circle—back to the

Works Project era.   America’s descent into
                 mad self-delusion.  
                 (There is that to worry about, for me 
                 if not for Philip Guston.  
I don’t have much leverage there exactly.  Where do I have?)

Jesus Christ, ‘Cliff Robertson’!  I remember the actor.
                 No I don’t—but I find the list.
                 As cardboard stands to mahogany
                 so stands Cliff to … whom really,
Marlon?  Victor Mature?  ELI WALLACH!

Lilli Palmer, maybe.  Carey Mulligan.  I can’t really say
                 “Who cares?”  —  I seem to.
                 Philip Guston.  I studied him
                 along with the other Ab-Exers—
& liked him, his pulsing, slow abstracts.  It was indicated

(Thank you, Terry) he was not as good as the real thing—
                 Jackson, Bill, 
                 Mark Rothko,
                 not even Motherwell.  
The tides of fortune shifting just then,

the change of style—(rejected, then celebrated)—his earlier work,
                 of the 50s, 60s, seen suddenly 
                 as better too, in retrospect.  (The corollary—
                 now there’s one you don’t get
often ‘in poetry’—of running down art by those deemed

unpleasant—the creeps—would be to extol art on the basis of nice-guy,
                 nice-woman status.  There’d
                 be difficult adjustments to make.
                 Joan Mitchell—now was she an easy one
to be with?  Independent, yes, fierce.  But a charmer?  Fun

to be around?  O’Hara liked her.  Twombly, for so long dudded,
                 then flavour of the month—a sort 
                 of pastille that everyone could suck.
                 Those sweet, sweet colours &
undemanding lines.  If you ‘just got with it’ the things 

were moving, ravishing, sophisticated—brutal … savage.  
                 Ah! Life, time, desire, 
                 fine feelings—you could
                 swoon if you wanted.  
(You don’t wanna swoon—what’s wrong wit ya?)  

Take it, or leave it.  For a while we did.  An episode in 
                 The history of Taste?  Greenberg’s 
                 one time phrase—
                 applied, I think,
to Pop Art, or Minimalism.  Bonnard had been so rapturously 

received, in America in the 50s, the news had permeated
                 here—& Terry
                 (Thank you, Terry) 
                 could see their point.  
We all could.

I can see it still.  But, ‘still’, he’s an uneven artist
                 —figures sometimes flat, 
                 uncertain.  Then great.
                 Vuillard more consistent.  Ruined
by his patrons.  Court painter to a salon & a moneyed elite.  Marquet

—I don’t know your work—really—but some I love.
                 Reputations.  I suppose it’s
                 mine I care about.  But I don’t have 
                 ‘much leverage’ there,
do I?  The Bobfish, Tranter, the dirigible Les—what will be

made of them?  An enormous Murray figure, a Piccinini. 
                 I see it, floating, looking down
                 on the suburb of Balmain—numerous
                 Generation-of-68ers come out of
terraces, out of pubs & cafes, to stare at it—mouths tight—among them 

Tranter, his life blighted.  Things have changed of course—
                 something blander presides—
                 a world of Best Australian Poems,
                 ABR, the return of decorum, prizes.  
Why so glum, pal?  No reason—but how to end this stanza?


•


(They must end.  But, once begun, why stop?
                 Tho there is
                 ‘Nothing to say’—'and
                 Everything’.)  
An impression of things—a whole—given its adequate treatment

(adjusted, allowed beam there, or sit occupying
                 space, as it did) might
                 have been Bonnard’s
                 ideal or intent—an
evenness—the cat  the plate  the table  the lemon

the knife—the light & shadow—a kind of
                 thin plenitude mildly stated
                 precarious, but ‘holding’—
                 for one long moment.  I am
recalling only one or two specific paintings

a memory.  ‘Specific’ might be overstating it.
                 But the yellow white & orange
                 in just that balance I
                 hope to see—& fear always
not to find—visiting Bonnard.  A trip

to Melbourne then, maybe?  (An exhibition, somewhere
                 between famous & infamous,
                 for its wallpaper.)  ‘Immersive’
                 has been 
the selling point of much I haven’t liked the last few years—the

art reduced to spectacle, circus-ride, environment.  No
                 place for judgement.  The Bonnards
                 I like do something like that
                 So much is brought
into balance—a long horizontal landscape of

hills, shallow valleys, roads, railway line, field &
                 trees: pale greens, yellows, creams.
                 Ochre.  Spots  (dabs)  — of
                 more intense colour —  a work
of quietly spinning plates, tenuous but holding.

Like a spell, a moment.  I wonder at Bonnard’s 
                 mood then, was he tense
                 or anxious—was their plenitude
                 calming?  (It’s not Matisse, 
or Monet or Pissarro.  Not Vuillard, or Marquet—

all either decisive, or more surface—less equivocal, 
                 less troubled.)  He had other 
                 interests, in his painting
                 than this tenuous, populous equation, 
but these are what I most love.  Bonnard, you sweetie.


•


Hip & cool & tense, ‘Blues For Elvin’ plays
                 as I drive, up the hills to
                 the dentist at Blackwood
                 feeling like I’m in a film:
scenes, in familiar firm pursuit—the hairpin turns

the twists & perilous cliffs, the guard rails
                 as if I’m in the Mille Miglia
                 the Targa Florio.  To Catch
                 a Thief?  Two Weeks
In Another Town?  numerous cheap 60s movies, set

in California, the West Coast—(a Corvette
                 or Jag or Porsche, the Pacific
                 beside, breakers rolling in, grass
                 & sand dunes, the fence posts
catching light—moon-light—the sea dark

a heroine with scarf & hair in the wind
                 Etcetera.)  These movies
                 never amounted to much.
                 Freddy King comes on next—
making this definitely a teen movie & I

slow down, pull in, to the dentist’s, park ‘etcetera’.
                 (Thank you, Lord B.)  Cary Grant
                 will remain known—
                 for a few more years—running
regularly from that plane.  Thru the wheat.  His

eyebrows & business shirt, shoulders endearingly thin,
                 cravat & clipped speech,
                 flirting with Grace Kelly—
                 the night, the sea, Monaco, the
fireworks scene—Hitchcock’s joke about sex, its

dangerous thrill in the Hayes Era Imaginary.
                 Ten more years?
                 Historians—historians
                 writing the History of Taste—
will remember him, as they do David Garrick,

or the greats of Shakespeare’s moment.  They are ‘recorded’:
                 they can hardly be remembered.
                 The frieze that crowns
                 the Art Gallery of New South Wales—similarly—
‘remembers’ Praxitiles, Canova, Andrea del Sarto

Cimabue, Carracci—none now large in the mind
                 of the casual punter
                 calling in to see
                 what gives in the 
art world these days.  Nothing much, pal.  You see, it’s

immersive you’ve got to give yourself to it—like the River Caves
                 the Ghost Train or a 
                 light-show
                 (Gape, if you can,
intelligently—your mind open.)   But fulminating is easy.

And not to the point.  Tho is having one
                 my usual way?  Don’t I
                 usually begin, & continue,
                 pointless, blithe—‘It 
Serves Me Right To Suffer’?  No—‘Glad To 

Be Unhappy’, a title that’s always amused me
                 tho the tune itself …
                 Eric Dolphy—always
                 something of an enigma
(to me).  Terry solved the provincialism problem

by going overseas—& becoming one of them
                 The facts & innuendos
                 the understandings he gave us
                 —students in the 70s—
were fair enough.  He was young himself.  They were

the wisdom of the day.  Terry Smith, handsome lecturer
                 ambitious, ‘political’, ever-
                 changing.  The art changed too.
                 By the time he got there
what remained?  October magazine was lefter than he was.  Artforum

was ‘keeping up’, not calling the shots—& Money
                 was somehow ruining things
                 ‘for everyone’.  (Or did Koons
                 come out okay?)  Has wealth somehow
bought the artworld, so art can’t stand aside from them—

the dais of high-minded reproof taken away?  Get
                 down off the pedestal 
                 & entertain!  When was
                 the AGNSW opened, with its
pretence, or claim, of connection with the past,

or of continuity?  Forlornly ridiculous—none
                 of those artists
                 is in the collection.  Of course.
                 “Go easy, mate.”
There is art I like there:  (Bonnard!)

Grace Crowley   Wakelin   Rollin Schlicht
                 (who used to be my neighbour)
                 a big Frank Stella, &
                 a Morris Louis
that always hung beside it, tho it doesn’t now

that inane graffito of a ship by Twombly
                 there to keep the plebs
                 in line with its inex-
                 plicability.  Lloyd
Rees.  Ralph Balson’s Artist-&-Model painting

of Crowley (or is it hers?) amusing & modern …  at the same time.  
                 What else is great there?
                 Kngwarreye.  A picture with a
                 bus ticket in it (real)
that struck me as a teenager.  I was in there out

of the rain.  I next went back some years later
                 primed—thank you, Terry—
                 armed with the taste of
                 my time—inured to all surprise.  My
teeth are fine, says Shelly.  So I must not be grinding them.


•


The figure, a small dark upright accent, out there
                 on the pontoon, might be
                 Stewart MacFarlane returned
                 to the site of his
doomy-est work.  An artist whose reputation

goes up & down while the work gets better & better.
                 The reputation
                 unrevised—but
                 shelved, forgotten.  I saw
his work, aspects of it, in Fairfield Porter—an

influence MacFarlane wouldn’t hide: in fact, I failed
                 to understand when he
                 first mentioned it—
                 but I hadn’t seen
as much of Porter as I should have (Porter, too,

… better than I’d allowed).  Was everybody 
                 nice about him
                 as a ‘decent chap’—
                 (or the American equivalent)?
No.  ‘Great’—tho behind the march of events.  Again,

Bonnard, Vuillard, Jane Freilicher.  Porter.   Cath
                 went down for a swim came
                 back.  No Stewart MacFarlane?
                 I don’t ask of course.  Where
is he now?  Where am I—Port Elliot, in bed,

reading, the kids, Max & Finn, barely audible on the
                 floor above, their
                 mother finishing the
                 jigsaw puzzle we all
laboured at after dinner—my head in part, ‘in

this novel’.  (‘Italy’—an author so concerned with it
                 the plot stops every
                 paragraph
                 for description—linen,
furnishings, the birds, the arrangement of rooms, the

ease of the those behind the counter where the coffee
                 can be ordered, & where
                 one—the heroine—
                 reaps endorsement from
the proprietor—received as a kind of blessing the Italian

knows is anticipated & must be conferred on the Englishwoman— 
                 she’d be crushed were it omitted.  
                 A tourist
                 knows the feeling, even
a northerner, like myself, from South Australia.)  (To take

some perspective on this:  E.M. Forster,  Tranter,  me—
                 Christobel Kent—A Party
                 in San Niccolo.)  Cath swims
                 in Horseshoe Bay, will again
tomorrow—as we ‘leave’—to visit one more time, with Anna, Chris,

the kids—Finn-the-Fierce & Max, cool-&-brave.  Will they ever think
                 of Stewart MacFarlane?  The odds
                 it seems are against it.  He could 
                 paint them there tho, at Horseshoe Bay,
precarious—as I never want to see them be.  I love them.



 
1.   I’ve liked a good number of John Tranter poems just recently: ‘Lufthansa’, ‘Paradise’. And ‘The Beach’ is another—capacious, a long & baggy hold-all built on the ‘sestina-principle’ to contain … everything; & the ‘Elegy for Martin Johnson’.  And there are others.  Plus, poets are remembered for their best poems.  One poet is remembered for poems about eating curries & wearing short pants.

2.  R.B. Kitaj—an interesting painter, an American: I don’t know why I thought South African—maybe what I’d read, decades ago, had him coming to the UK from there, rather than originating there.  I don’t know.  I do know I have lived with this error for a long while.  Kitaj was an important part, in the 1960s, of the London scene—from which he later became alienated.  

3.  Terry Smith—art historian, curator. ‘The Provincialism Problem’ is the title of an essay of his that diagnosed, correctly, the relationship of Australian Art to that elsewhere, America chiefly.  Its message was much resisted. 
 
4.  ‘Martial Memory’ is the correct title, of this early work by Guston.

5.  The Bobfish—a friend’s nickname for Robert Adamson.

6.  “a life blighted”: Tranter once complained of his misfortune in writing during the reign of Les Murray. 

7.  Christobel Kent, author of A Party in San Niccolo, the book read in Port Elliot.

8.  Stewart MacFarlane: an Australian painter with an interesting career in America & in various parts of Australia.  His subjects are usually dramatic & intense, often showing people isolated, troubled, trapped, resigned or desperate.  They are serious & yet ironic & often formally very powerful.  The landscapes sad but beautiful.  ‘Unease’ is a quality he tries for.  [From an earlier draft of the poem, & given here as prose:  “The melodrama that, for me, places many John Tranter’s poems in some world of pulp fiction, graphic novel—unserious, foolish even, scenarios & images pre-used—should tell against MacFarlane’s paintings.  It doesn’t.  But the comparison indicates we might consider Tranter as Pop? an equivalent of Lichtenstein or Rosenquist?  This doesn’t feel right.”   And in fact I don’t like considering MacFarlane that way either.]

9.  The stanza form derives from John Tranter’s poem ‘Journey’ which, additionally, has each first & last line rhyme.

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